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过去几个月到沙巴时，很难抽出时间看报纸，好好的休息，
感觉和这个世界几乎分开似。
沙巴的生活瞒简单，在这里我发现那里的人很注重礼貌。
每个人都爱用“谢谢”这两个字，
到了这里我学会放慢脚步感受大自然的美景，
一大早的新鲜空气是我的最爱。
在那里生活期间当然不能免的事也发生了。
身边的人发生了很多事。。。有些失去联络了，
失去以前的温软，以前的回忆我也开始忘了。
有些差点在车祸上赔上了生命。
想到这些，我的心真的很难受，
很伤心因为在他们需要我的时候我不在他们身边陪伴他们给于他们支持。
生命，是很短的，
说到生命大家都会想到钱，幸福，欢乐等。
今天就谈“金钱”。
有些人因为金钱，生活改变了；
有些人因为生命的改变，懂得金钱的重要性。
我以前总认为钱并非那么重要，因为它买不到快乐，
直到有一天朋友告诉我钱很重要。
她说毕业后一定要努力工作要赚很多钱，我问她：“钱有那么重要吗？”
她说有。
她说小时候哥哥不爱读书辜负了爸爸，
原本拿到奖学金但是拒绝了因为不喜欢，后来哥哥选了自己要的课程，
读了没多久写信回家告诉爸爸自己几个星期没上学了，最后停学了。
父亲当时很生气可是还是原谅了儿子。后来找了一个课程给孩子在学院读，
终于过关毕业如今做工了。
弟弟也不爱读书，家里几乎只有她踏入本地大学。
她告诉我，父亲去世后有一天看到妈妈在房里所以走了进去。
母亲哭着告诉她，父亲曾经答应母亲退休后两人一起玩游世界，
从那天起她就开始觉得钱很重要，她要带母亲玩游世界实现父亲对母亲的承诺。
她的故事改变了我的想法，也许金钱不是那么重要，
不过它确实可以让我们带来很多的改变。
但是我们必须确保它不会改变我们。

1 month conclusion

hai ya..... it's been a long long time, I nearly forget I got a blog. -.-"
after taking 1 month holiday finally everything will be back to normal again.
1 month of sleeping, watching tv, resting and swim in laziness..
now all come to an end. I'm back to study in few days times.
The more time I 'spend' in sleeping, the more I feel tired and lazy.
But who cares? after few month struggle, not enough time of sleeping
and nice rest, I would said that I'm satisfy.
The best thing is that I finally have some times to be alone
AT LAST!
I just love to have some time being alone
for this holiday. I really need time to be alone,
oh, I do love it after spending the pass 5 months being with friends
almost all the time, until before i close my eyes....
Free at last...... Merdeka!
During this holiday, even though it's short for me
but I do realize something,
No mather what we do, time never wait for anyone.
when we stop, time still move on,
same things go with people around us.
For the pass few months, when i'm not at home a lot of things happen
accident and sickness visit my family member and love ones.
It is true that we should stop worrying and hands things to God.
besides of praying, and continue to comunicate, i really don't know what else i can do.
Time pass and we move on,
that's true. We move on,
but do remember those who loves us and our closed friend.
Share your life with them, make them feel a part of your life
and love them. God bless

i'm back

back to home.... home sweet home...
ar.. it's been almost 5 months i'm in Sabah..
and trust me, it is a beautiful place......
with full of a lot of race....
a lot of things here are REALLY expensive...
haih.... what can do.. oversea ma....
everything need airport tax.. this and that..
but overall everything is ok...
haha to long no blogging already..
starting to feel lazy ald...hehe

exam

tomorrow exam...

Sabah

Is been 2 weeks I’m in here Sabah. It is really beautiful place. My university is very big and it appears to be Malaysia’s most beautiful public university I guess. Well here we have the biggest canselor hall compare to UM, we have our own beach, we have our own aquarium, and much more. It’s big and beautiful. The bad?? Well let’s say if u miss a bus, you’ll have to walk to school, and trust me it’s not easy cause it’s a HILL….and if I walk slowly I might spend 20 minutes walking to my school!! A lot of beautiful places in university which I don’t really have time to explore it yet. But I will have the opportunity. Class started and assignment also given, my opinion is that university is tuff because I haven get used to it. But I believe as long as you have faith and confident, everything will be fine.

Wish me luck

I still couldn’t believe that I’m now sitting in the airport and waiting for my flight. Time pass so fast, 1 week for preparation certainly not enough. Time given is just too short for me to think again. On my way to airport, I keep on thinking and asking myself: "is this what I want?" "Is it the right decision?" None of my questions are answered. I don’t know is it what I want or I will enjoy it or not. But something for sure is that I will not regret for my decision at least for now. It is something new because I have to start all over again; it’s a challenge for me. Wish me luck

you can not do it alone

A very important lesson I learn today is: you can not do it alone!!
DO NOT be afraid to ask help from others. It's a long long day, early morning before 8 I take my motorcycle and make a way to General hospital. (o.O)" looks like I'm not the one who want to do medical checkup. The bad news is if I'm going to do my medical checkup, I'll have to wait until next Saturday. How to do it?? Fly far away from KK?? -.-" So better go private clinic la. Then the next thing to deal, banking. from A to B, from B to C.... I also (@.@)" Luckily I meet few friends and they teach me how to save time and deal with all the "unfinished" thing. Can't imagine to buy a pin No, I'l have to wait 100 people in front of me...... But then again, Good things happen ^^ A friend of mine help me and from 100 people in front of me, now is 3 more...hehe....so nice.
The world is belong to everyone, its our responsibility to taking care of each other.

my 48 hours

17 June
23:08- I still waiting.... 50++ more minute...for the result to out.
24:00- OMG can check result already, my heart beat so fast.....so nervous...
18 June
00:10- "OMG" is my first response when I know I get UMS. even though I have 3 option filling UMS out of 8 choices, I never though I will get to go Sabah.
00:25- I'm happy cause can get in to University....
01:39- Finally, I sleep after insomia...
01:59- Someone phone me...in 2am in the morning to help her check????? Dam! So hard for me to closed my eyes and now....of course i'm continue sleeping after explaination...
06:11- Couldn't sleep more.....wake up and let time pass
13:00-20:oo Busy reply sms and phone call
19 June
12:45- Phone Mr Jimmy after received 3 miss call....so sorry..hehe.... He ask me to think again if that is what i really want. He don't want i regret later on.
14:10- I sit down and pray, listen to my own heart..
14:50- YES, I'm going.
23:08- update my blog

University applicants to know results next week

KUALA LUMPUR: STPM school-leavers who applied for places in public universities will know by Wednesday if they are among the 40,116 who were successful.
According to Higher Education Ministry sources, a total of 68,110 students had applied for places in public universities last year.
Earlier, Higher Education Minister Datuk Seri Mohamed Khaled Nordin said the new Higher Education Department director-general Prof Datuk Dr Radin Umar Radin Sohadi would announce the intake next week.
He said this after officiating the launch of The International Centre for Education in Islamic Finance’s (INCEIF) Masters in Islamic Finance.
INCEIF is the only university in the world that is dedicated to education in Islamic finance and banking.
“The demand for professionals in Islamic finance is great,” said Khaled.
He pointed out that a recent study showed that Islamic banks in Gulf Cooperation Council countries need to fill 30,000 new positions over the next decade.
Currently, 3,778 students are studying courses related to Islamic banking and finance at IPTAs. According to Bank Negara projections, about 11,600 trained professionals in Islamic finance are needed by 2010.

-taking from the star newspaper http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2008/6/13/nation/21537733&sec=nation

New job

I feel tired, I want to get some sleep to make sure I'm not late to my work place tomorrow morning. Yes, my second job this year after working in clinic for the past 3 and a half month. I still remember when my best friend S.H ask me if I can replace the teacher who gone to holiday for about 2 weeks. I'm so exited and I quickly reply her "YES". I feel like it is a call, well since I have no plan so....why not? It definitely will be a good experience. But then no, I feel so scare and nervous. I'm too scare and worry is hunting me, it's hard for me to close my eyes. I still remember my *new bos told me that:"don't worry, I know you can do it. I don't know why but somehow I knew you will." OMG !! So stress when heard that sentence. It's not the first time I heard the sentence. It fill like I'm climbing the mount Kota Kinabalu with a bag of rocks in my back. "The more expectation, the bigger the disappointment" don't know I will use this sentences or not at the end. (hehe) Teaching is not my expert since I'm not patient enough to teach the weak, moreover I've to deal with children (monsters). I don't know I'm the one who 'eat' them or they 'eat' me. Haha.... It's a big responsibility if you are dealing with children, as their mind are so 'pure' and 'clean' not forget to mention unique. It's hard to tell what a child is thinking compare to an adult. But dealing with them is fun, because they will not harm you or even hurt you. I take this job as a challenge for me, I believe I will try my best and do the best I can. God bless.

form 6 and me

Less than 20 days, and all the STPM students' waiting and patient will come to an ending. Are they(me) accepted into local university? Are they(me) happy or feeling sad with the result? While waiting, I spend my time visiting forum after back from work. Recently, I read some students' comments and their experience during form 6. It reminds me what happen in those days. I'm in form 6 for around 2 years, it's not that long but really meaningful. Next, I'm going to share my form 6 life, What I learned, what I gained, what I loosed, have I changed? Have I grown?
Some people believe in process and not result, for me both of them are important. If the result not good enough, but at least the process must be good/satisfy. Now,

1. Why form 6?
I still remember when I got my SPM result, and my father asked me what I want to be? What I want to study? What is my plan? I could not answer, because I wasn't too sure what I want. I'm still thinking health or management? At first, I'm thinking hotel management because I'm quite interested, but then I wasn't prepared yet to leave this town to further my studies. I'm too scared to make decision, I don't want make the wrong decision and feel regret later. I still remember I told my father after I think a while:"I don't want study form 6, it's hard" But then I think again, if I want to become a nurse I can chose either diploma or degree. Well since I'm not too sure what I want and what is the best choice. Why not form 6? It's hard, yeah...take it as a challenge; I do love challenge. I believe I can do it, why not try? Then few days later I told my father I'm going to form 6. All I remember was he reply me:"I though you said it's hard?" and I replied with a smile on my face. Thus few months later, my journey began in a new school, new environment with new teachers and new friends.

2 What I learned?
Two words. A LOT. I learned from how an atom make up to become molecule to how to communicate to people. Some thing you did not learn in books. I learned from how to become a good friend and student to a good leader. I learned how to be nice to people to how to deal with them. I learned how to care,love and sacrifice for the good of others. I learned life is not easy as we though it will be, and giving up is not a solution. I learned how to forgive and forgets. I learned a lot Learn, never ends.

3 What I gained?
knowledge; Biology is a big world to explore. It make me realise that everything around us is connected, from plant to human being. From maths to politic, from how a person vote to how the law was introduced.
Friendship; I meet new friends and relationship with my friends is much more stronger than before as we all go through a lot of hard time together.
Faith; the most important access in life. Once you have faith, what ever will be will be.
Love; people around me are so nice, I didn't expect that I will meet friend's parent and make her house like mine. I'm too small to accept care and love from friends and teachers.
Hope; I learned. Not to give up easily. There is always hope as long as we believe.
Peace; forgiveness is the way to gain peace.
Memories-pain, all are passed. We move on, we can not change what had happened, but we can change our though. Sweet memories- the best memories I have in secondary school life.

Form 6 - Asean most difficult exam, world's top 3 exam.
For me finally come to an ends, but the memories and experience will always in my mind.

It's time to say Good bye

It’s time to say Good Bye. Good Bye to my temporary work in clinic here. For the past three and half month I’m working here. It feel so fast, time pass so fast and now is the month of June. For the pass 3 months, I spending my time working, at the same time learning and prepare myself to further my studies. When I work I learn a lot of things, from disease to medicine. Even though it’s a bit, but the knowledge I gain really helpful. I remember I read an article before:
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.
When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.
For the last few months I meet some person who appear in my life for “reason”
When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support,
to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be.
Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time,
this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.
Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away.
Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.
What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done.
The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on...
People I meet help me to move on, and guide me. The most important lesson I learn is think and double check. You never know if your ‘little’ mistake might put someone in danger, and the most terrible is you can not forgive yourselves and you might try so hard to get yourselves out of the fears. Stop work doesn’t mean holiday, it just a break. A break before we move on to a longer journey. All The Best!!

where??

which university??
3 more weeks to go.....
haiz.... so long we have to wait for the result to out.
Everyone ask me: what you are doing now? Studying?
1st choices? 2nd? cheh... and i have to repeate everytime "next month only I know!!!"
hope can get in la...
God Bless

update = an act of caring

It's been almost half year I didn't go to school. I miss school and I miss all of my friends so much. It's a place where we all meet and share what we have. I know that after graduated, all of us will have our own way and direction. Form 6 is not easy, it is challenging and a burden to mostly of us. I believe No matter what happen I will still remember the sweet memories, and experience that we all share being together. I also believe, after leaving school we should still have to contact with each other to allow us to "updated". This is because time is short, it pass so fast and anything can happen we never knows..... When we are busy, don't let it be our excusess to stop contact with each others. Anything can happen, and recently a friend of mine are affected by denggi cases. She is ill and luckily she gets better. It might be a lesson to me, that remind me appreciate people around us and taking good care of them.

Choosing or waiting the door to open?

Even though, I have decided what I want to be in future, but still almost everyday people around me and sometimes even myself will keep on questioning myself. "Is it what I want?" "Can I do it?" For the past few months I notice that I'm not really a good 'team member'. I'm a person who prefer to work alone. Sometimes I wandering, in my current work, is it to prepare me to my dream? Or a challenge for me? Or it just a long training that tell me to change my direction and move to other place? At this point, I'm confused. I don't know how to set my mind to move on and don't think too much. I just don't know what to do anymore. At this moment, I don't want to give up. I want to continue the journey I've taken. But i still not "steady" yet. Tonight, I sit in church and ask, what i should do. What i can do to convince myself to continue? I ask for strength and I ask for guidance. Now I'm waiting and hoping door will be open for me, which door will be open i don't know. Only God knows and He will decide it. I'm Hoping door will be open for me, and i will freely accepted and enter through it.

Think, let the fear go ~~

We never observe or think about what other people have to go through. When things happen, especially when it is a bad news, we just choose to blame others. It's another tradition of human being (including me :X)hehe.... So the question: whose faults is that?
Well maybe both maybe NO one. People see things differently, and all of us have our own opinion and our own thinking. We can not control others' thinking, but for sure we can change our own thinking. I believe a lot of us know this concept, but why people refuse to apply it? Well, in my own opinion FEAR control everything. the fear in them/*us make us fear to confess that we are wrong and we don't want to confess our own mistake. And that feeling of fear need a lot of brave to overcome. I guess what we need is time. A time to rest and let us calm, so that we can think carefully the next step we should do. This might help us save a beautiful relationship and making us more understand other's feeling.
Don't make promise when you are in joy.
Don't reply when you are sad.
Don't take decision when you are angry.
Think twice, Act wise.

I guess I learn it in the hard way

I chat with a friend of mine yesterday. He told me that we go through a lot each day, there are times we have difficulties and we feel tired. But those days teach us how to go through our life in future. In our life, we need to learn to handle our own emotion, use our brain to think for the best solution, and as the result we become patient in the process, and then we growth up and continue with our life. I still remember that he said:"Too bad we have to learn it the hard way". Yes, it's true. Some maybe learn from other's mistake, or they just simply apply it after watching movie or advices from people around them. But for me, I guess I learn it in the hard way. I still remember those times, I almost become crazy and always talk to myself, blame myself for the mistake I don't make and being silent in my own way. A lot of things happen in my life that are unpredictable. For the past two years, I've been go through the hardest time. I feel so tired and lonely, they're no one to talk to, no one to listen. but when think back, I feel lucky because I already go through all of it. I might learn it the hard way. Too bad learn it in the herd way? I don't know. But i think I'm thankful I learn in the hard way, that it will make remember forever. But of course at the same time, I pay too much to learn those lessons. But that's no turning back, all we can do is to keep on with our life and help those who need us, and don't let them have the same experience as we do. All I can say is life is like a book, everyday is a new chapter, there may be times we are happy and sad, but never give up and surrender. If we believe, we'll have a happy ending in the last page.

She cried

11 Feb 2008
The day finally arrive, it's time for us back to school again and take result. After I took my result, I phone her. I ask how is she, and she started to cried. At that moment I was shocked. I did not expect that she'll cry. I'm trying to give her advise trying to let her calm. But I failed. I still remember those sentences she told me that make my heart broken. She said "I already lost everything! I'm sad because I try so hard.....and why it always has to be me? Now I can not do anything, it's all gone!!" At the same time, I started cried. I feel sad, at this moment I really hope that I can be with her at her side but I couldn't. I really hope that I can do something or say something that will make her feel better. But she continue to cry..... I guess what I need to do is to let her calm and cry as much as she want, until she accept it and go through it. I know her for a long time, we are best friend since 5 years ago. I never see her so sad before, my heart broken when in this situation. I'm worry but I know she can and she will go through it. She is much stronger....only this time she is very sad. But I know everything will be fine. What I want to say is that the storm will stop no matter how heavy is the rain, just like this evening. You'll see the beauty of the rainbow, feel the fresh air and the beauty of this world after the storm. So whatever happen just don't give up, because there's always hope waiting for us. We just need to search for it, and waiting with patient.

patient

Tomorrow i'll get my result, but at this moment i'm not thinking about it. My mood is a bit down and i can not do anything, because it is out of my control. I realise that many things had changed, and a lot will change. This including people and things around you. It might be good or bad, for some is a starting, but for me...it's still something new. My mood not so good, disappointed i guess in my work. i always scared that i can not do the best, i scared that i'm not good enough. Being good enough might not meaning something good. But for me it's important, at this moment i'm feeling like crying, but i can't. Haiz, growing up meaning we need to beer, and no more showing temper when angry or cry as lough as you want when you are sad. so... patient is the answer...

result....

The time has come, finally the result out next Tuesday, MPM already announced it. I'm feeling excited and nervous at the same time. That's no more waiting and asking:"When is the result?" at the same time, the heart beat increase. Taking a deep breath didn't help at all, my body is cool and my heart is warm. Could it be the environment factor? The rain has stop 2 hours ago, but the rain will start again soon. It's end of the world? =.=" who knows? haha/ I can't continue blogging my feeling is ...... lost in the middle of no where.

time

Time pass so fast and it's been the third day i rest. My boss out station, so we all off for 5days including Sunday. Tomorrow is the last day of my holiday so fast..the time pass. I've been spending my days by reading the books i borrow from library, i even take the chance to back to school! Everyone so busy, they just finished sport and waiting for test to begin. I don't even get to chat with the teachers. They just to busy! Tomorrow is the last day. Enjoy !

Curious?

Human being are very curious organisms. Is it good? or bad? Well we have to see it from many angle. It's good to being curious for kids, as they can explore and take the opportunities to learn something new. Thanks to curiosity, Newton teach us about the present of "gravity", and because of curiosity many of us learn something new each day and gain knowledge.
Now why is it bad of being curiosity? Usually the word curiosity is in the "bad term" because it tends to hurts someone or it tends to causing pain or hurts. But if you see from another point of view again, you might notice that the people around you just care for you. So enjoy the blessing you have if other people feel curiosity and wanted to know what happen to you and your life! Be positive thinking, cause it's the key of being happiness

Sunrise or sunset?

Have you ever in a situation that you are going to have a new "hope" and a dream comes true journey? But at the same time starting of something you don't really want it to happen? Thinking that I'm going to study and stay away from home soon, it make me feel exiting. It's probably because it does mean that i grown up, and i need to be more self dependents and responsibilities with what i done and what i said. I believe that these two years experience, is something i can learn from. It's been a while that I learn how to be responsibilities for what you do, how to do things in your own and taking care myself. I had knew that and can do it well after living under care of a single parent for a long time. It's not doing things "for yourself" but for another person too. But sometimes situation can put you into decision making for "yourself" and "other people" it is good to make decision that concerns all. But is it the right thing to do? Or it just what you think is "right"? Having dreams is one of the most beautiful in the world. If you are one step closer to your dream. But to do so you have to go for a long time and left your old man all by himself. What will you feel? Well that's my feeling! I'm staying with my father, it just two of us in this few years after my brothers left to work. If i go study, he will be left alone in hometown. The decision was make, nothing will change it. But yet i still feel worry and exited at the same time. Of course sadness as well. I believe after this, there will be a lot of challenges and pain. So last checked is it a start of interesting journey? or a start of worry? Or it just the end of
being someone who concern for "other people"? I don't know, but i do know that one day I'll get the answer. Before that -Have Faith ! and Trust. Time may pass fast, but always remember that don't give up.

Lesson after work

At the end of the day even I'm tired, but I'm happy working there. I learn a lot, working reminds me to my form 6 life. Which is hard, difficult and tired. Well the schedule is full, no long rest and a lot of responsibility and jobs. I still remember, after school we'll have meeting and sometimes when things didn't went smooth I have to skip lunch and correct it. That's always jobs to done, and people to meet. If I'm free and lucky I can went home and get a bath then only went to tuition. If not, I have to go tuition after my meeting and jobs done. That's why I always have the books I need to use for that day tuition in my bag. That's the way to save my petrol and mostly important time. It may make me tired during tuition class, but it don't. Some people think after a nice bath going to tuition is a better way to be concentrate in class. But for me, after getting a bath and go tuition, even i feel more comfortable but the worse thing is I feel sleepy, luckily i didn't sleep in class. haha... Well a cup of Nescafe may help, but it's not a good solution to drink 2 cups in a day. Recently i read in an article, fruits such as apple can help. Well i guess i can try next time hehe. Tuition is neccesary in form 6 for a person who study 'slow'. I believe some students even think that they can not 'survive' without tuition. My friends have tuition almost everyday! Some even have 3 tuition class in a day! Hard to believe? Not only a teacher they go to, but two for a same subject! It really is tired! I only sleep 5 hours per day, how to survive? Easy, every week i will take 'nap' and my nap is a minimum 2 hours. Usually 2-4 hours. Well that's why people said form 6 is hard. Working is hard and sometimes stress also. Well that's nothing easy in this world, most important how you handle the situation. After working in clinic, I start do some reading on illness. Hard to believe I will open my book and online doing some reading.... hmm why study after exam? Hard to believe when that's no more exam its easy to remember what I read and no more sleepy during reading. haha.... I guess it's because free of stress haha.... I do enjoy working, well at least for now, and I realise that being in a health carees require patience. Well I hope that I'll have the opportunity to be in this field, haha....

Times to work

This morning I woke up early around 5 something in the morning probably because by the exiting to go work. Trying to sleep more but still woke up. It's quite warn, not like the days before cool just nice. I don't really remember how many times i awake. 1st day in working is not so bad, time pass so fast. Thank God !! =)

another new day

At last.....

I got time to update blog...

another fresh new day....

Last week is Chinese New Year,

and it just a good time for us to gather around

meeting friends, and relative.

Well a lot of friend have changed, they already start work

and they looks so mature, haha.....

Some teaching, some working at KL.

some still at hometown.

and just feeling happy and thankful that we meet each other again.
dialog that never ends, that's friend.

You always have somthing to talk about.

Never finish conversation.

Each time we meet, that's always things to talk about,

things to share, doings things together, havng fun.

I hope that it will last, cause we all living in a busy world

and time will never stop and waiting for us.

All we can do is to continue going on with our lives.

Forgetting about hate, selfishness.

And remember the sweet memories, those who need us,

and those who growth dearest everyday.

happy day is better than everything.

online application

starting 4 Feb (yesterday)
all STPM 2007 students can online register their
unik ID. It's not easy, specially for people like me
haha....
Filling in the form and hoping that i get into university.
but for science course, at least having a NGMP 3.00
is "safe stage" even though they said that minimum
requirement is 2.00.
haiz...
i do hoping that i get into U ang get the course i want.

时间 = time

something i read from a website
about time.

光----是我们已知的，
同时也是我们能够认知的世界中速度最快的物质。
也是这个世界中速度的上限。
根据爱因斯坦的相对论，
当物质运动的速度达到光速时，
其质量为无穷大，
其内部时间为零（时间静止）。
这里所指的时间是什么时间．
一般来说，
有变化的地方就会产生时间,
时间指的形容物质的状态变化的一种物理量。
只要有变化的地方，时间就必定派上用处，
因为我们需要记录。
而时间就是为了记录而产生的。
如果少去了时间，
那么世界上的一切物质的是无变化的。
都是静止的。 别说是人，
所有的物质都将在一种状态下永远下去
(连意识、思维也是)。
时间与物质是相生相熄的，
当物质诞生时，时间就诞生了。
当物质消失时，时间也就消失了。
不过，物质是不灭的。
(前提是物质的状态必须是变化的, 这时, 才有时间这个概念)
时间为零，既不存在时间这个概念了。
也就是说，变化消失了。
该物质的状态不会变化。
在一个状态下维持下去。
直至时间重新起做用，变化才重新开始

wat's so early?

After taking some Vitamin from hospital
since Monday,
i always wake up early in the morning....
4 or 5 something in the morning.
Without alarm clock.
good news ? well it is,
if you have to go to school.
It's bad when you wake up early and have nothing to do.
well i guest, maybe i should try
taking some supplement when i go back
to school again, not only have more time to study,
i can save my alarm clock battery also..
haha....

1st time donating blood...

I just back from hospital.
Haha....finally i donated my blood.
i thoough i will scared.
But luckily i didn't....
first I was ask to measure my weight.
After taking my blood sample, they test it and
tell me my blood type : O
hehe.....
Then entered another room and donate blood...
measuring my blood pressure 110/70 normal
then time for donating...
...
..... watching the clock, from beginning till the end
around 15 minutes....
Now,
My hand still a bit tired.
But i'm happy...haha =>

-When you are ready to accept it,
accept it with freely, and happily
He will give you what you want-

remember me?

It's raining again,

hearing the sound of rain drops.

I feel the wind blowing, so soft it feels...

Watching car and people passing by.....

time is moving, but yet i still sitting alone.

Waiting, waiting for my message to be replied.

today's rain seemed sad and lonely.

Living in the world that always in 'move'

moving forward. As we move forward,

don't forget to look back.

To move forward, you have to look back.

then only that you can improve yourself.

learn from the mistake, remember those who teach you.

Remember what you had go through.

Because it's where we come from....

Well...10 minutes pass...no replied yet.

maybe i have been forgotten..

haha....

job?

When people start to look for a job
or thinking a career, they always have this question:
A millionaire at 30?
Well, i think that it's not wrong to be a millionaire.
But you have to ensure you like the job as well.
for me, what important is that the job
give you satisfication.
=>

funny and happy

SMS

is how we communicate,

it's cheap, and save a lot.

I SMS with friend just now,

she ask me some *sensitif question,

not really that sensitif lar....

it's quick funny the way she ask me....

hahaha....

when i read the message, i like..

hahaha.....so funny...

Even it let me think back those not really happy memory,

but i'm happy she ask me that ''kind'' of question.

I already let go those unhappy stuff 'fly' away.

I feel funny of the question, but at the same time,

I'm happy.

Happy not because i already can let go the sadness.

But because she let me know that she care about me.

And she really hoping me to be happy.

Thanks =>

bye bye 2007

2007,

a year full of experience.

Let's see....

Blog

a place to hang out when you are boring and no place to went to. Just like people aways said

-home sweet home- haha...

just realize my blog have a lot of this expression
-.-''

hahaha

School

Well school is the most important place for learning. lot of things happen...

1 I meet a lot of people.

People who are selfish, people who are lazy, hardworking,

kind, many types of people.

And no matter how bad or how good they are,

they let me know that how to be patient.

Because not everyone is same.

Different people, different situation,

you need to use different 'language' when talking to them.

Sometimes argument between friends can't be avoid,

but what we can do is to say sorry if we are mistake.

A word of sorry can save a beautiful friendship.

And of course, forgiveness is very important.

Think about the goodness of others.

It will make you feel better!

If i ever done any mistake,

I'm sorry.

2 Interact

Something fun with a lot of pressure.

Firstly thanks to Mr Jimmy =)

By giving me the opportunity to lead.

I learn how things work.

Being in Interact is like being in a company.

where you learn how to funds, management, and

most important ~ Service

It is meaning full...

and i can say that interact is my turning point of life.

I meet Mr Lim, the president.

Who always teach me how to handle things,

how to be a good leader,

how to deals with people and hard job. Thx.

I also meet people with lots of idea, and energy

like PP Kwong.

Who are a true leader.

that always give support and advise. Thx

Friends that always lend a helping hand,

in making projects successful.

Even sometime we do have misunderstood,

but it never make us feel uncomfortable..

After each project, we become much closer,

and i feel that's a warming family life in Interact.

For me they are just like my brother and sister. =)

Vivala Interact !

3 Teacher

I never though that student can be so close to teacher,

and they also help you with all their heart,
whatever they can do, they'll do it.

People like Cikgu Zuraida is always cheerful,

even the class always like market. haha....

People like my math teacher who always pretend

she don't care.

But actually she did...haha..

People like Pn Lee, always bear even students

like me fail her test always.

she never let go the weeks...

always support.

People like Mr Ho, who always busy

still offering his help..

People like Mr Jimmy who always make fun of his students

really care for each and everyone of them.

and many teachers also.

My advice to you:

Be yourself, true to your heart. =)

Life is like a whells,

when you are up, don't forget you will come down also.
and when you fail, you will never always fail.

As long as you give it another try,

you will still have the opportunity to stand high again.

Don't give up!

NEVER, EVER GIVE UP

There maybe times when things aren’t the way we hope it to be,

Everything looks impossible and we feel like just giving up..

But then, sometimes,We just have to give another chance,

Another try..just one more time..

Take things a step at a time.

Do what works best for you.

Be hopeful as you embrace each moment.

Use your inner strength and qualities.

Keep on believing that you can do it.

Look out for the positive light to shine on you.

You may just find that,

What seem difficult has just been made right

never give up, never surrender...what ever will be, will be...

-my teacher

2007,

year of mixing...haha

Special thx to my best friend, Hsin =)

Good Bye 2007