form 6 and me

Less than 20 days, and all the STPM students' waiting and patient will come to an ending. Are they(me) accepted into local university? Are they(me) happy or feeling sad with the result? While waiting, I spend my time visiting forum after back from work. Recently, I read some students' comments and their experience during form 6. It reminds me what happen in those days. I'm in form 6 for around 2 years, it's not that long but really meaningful. Next, I'm going to share my form 6 life, What I learned, what I gained, what I loosed, have I changed? Have I grown?
Some people believe in process and not result, for me both of them are important. If the result not good enough, but at least the process must be good/satisfy. Now,

1. Why form 6?
I still remember when I got my SPM result, and my father asked me what I want to be? What I want to study? What is my plan? I could not answer, because I wasn't too sure what I want. I'm still thinking health or management? At first, I'm thinking hotel management because I'm quite interested, but then I wasn't prepared yet to leave this town to further my studies. I'm too scared to make decision, I don't want make the wrong decision and feel regret later. I still remember I told my father after I think a while:"I don't want study form 6, it's hard" But then I think again, if I want to become a nurse I can chose either diploma or degree. Well since I'm not too sure what I want and what is the best choice. Why not form 6? It's hard, yeah...take it as a challenge; I do love challenge. I believe I can do it, why not try? Then few days later I told my father I'm going to form 6. All I remember was he reply me:"I though you said it's hard?" and I replied with a smile on my face. Thus few months later, my journey began in a new school, new environment with new teachers and new friends.

2 What I learned?
Two words. A LOT. I learned from how an atom make up to become molecule to how to communicate to people. Some thing you did not learn in books. I learned from how to become a good friend and student to a good leader. I learned how to be nice to people to how to deal with them. I learned how to care,love and sacrifice for the good of others. I learned life is not easy as we though it will be, and giving up is not a solution. I learned how to forgive and forgets. I learned a lot Learn, never ends.

3 What I gained?
knowledge; Biology is a big world to explore. It make me realise that everything around us is connected, from plant to human being. From maths to politic, from how a person vote to how the law was introduced.
Friendship; I meet new friends and relationship with my friends is much more stronger than before as we all go through a lot of hard time together.
Faith; the most important access in life. Once you have faith, what ever will be will be.
Love; people around me are so nice, I didn't expect that I will meet friend's parent and make her house like mine. I'm too small to accept care and love from friends and teachers.
Hope; I learned. Not to give up easily. There is always hope as long as we believe.
Peace; forgiveness is the way to gain peace.
Memories-pain, all are passed. We move on, we can not change what had happened, but we can change our though. Sweet memories- the best memories I have in secondary school life.

Form 6 - Asean most difficult exam, world's top 3 exam.
For me finally come to an ends, but the memories and experience will always in my mind.