Mission

Mission Sunday was 2 weeks ago, I still think of what Patricia had posted and ask herself: "Am I still doing the will of God?" 
It's a simple question, but I had used my 3 years in university life to ask that question.

Mission, what it means to me?
It means the will of God, what I'm good in and what I want to do, and of course happiness!

As I ask myself "Am I still doing the will of God?"
I reflected what I'm doing these previous years.
Here are some summary:

2012

1) Celebrating the Christmas together with the poor together with SSVP.

2) Joining in the confirmation retreat - assisting Sister Gertrude for 2 years (2012 and 2013)

3) Penang Diocese Youth Day 2012 in our own parish

2013

1) Taking up the 1st Holy Communion class

2) PDYD 2013, my foster family, the churches I went and the people I meet along the way

"Am I still doing the will of God?"

Yes, I am.

My Mission? 

No, but somehow I did. Indirectly.....

performance

Well..... This is the "performance" of my blogging since the first year I started in 2007.
It shows that I've "almost" stop writing starting year 2010.
Well year 2010 is my last year in Uni whereby I need to prepare for thesis, after I started to work I was busy and didn't take time to blog anymore.
Let's hope 2015 will pick up!

Day 2: Introduction to week 1

Here am I again, starting a new jouney after invited by Brenda. Emmanuel (who says I have a special place in his heart) got this book "30 days to a better self awareness" for me as my birthday and Christmas present.

(Thanks Man! You really are a good brother and friend). After go through, I decided to share it here. The question really make me think.... and think.... and yes reflection took place!

Q1:Where am I at in my journey of self-awareness?

A:Freeze

 

As you can see, I descript myself in bus stop, waiting for the bus.

Waiting, and waiting. Not knowing where to go, what time the bus reach or how long the journey is?

“Self-awareness” is new vocabulary for me again today. I used to know myself so well, what I like, what I’m capable at, my interest and passion.

Now, all these are freeze in the ice box. When I read “30 days to a better self awareness” by Derek my favorite life coach which teaches me and change my life a lot has again melted this ‘self-awareness’ ice cube form for the past few years.

Q2:Who am I? How do I see myself?

A:I am lost and not knowing where to go. How I see myself is not important anymore, I live day by day without reflecting my works, actions, achievement, interest.

 

 

Q3:What would I like to find by the end of this week?

A:I hope to restart again the habit I have – reflections.

 

I used to have a family who stood by me to help me discover myself and live to the fullest. I wish I have the freedom I need and deserve to enjoy my life and be myself again. The confident me, with stupid humor and friends around to loud with. I wish they join me in this journey as I Rediscover myself again.