i'm back

i'm back.......
looks like this blog really need update...
sorry my dear blog... for abounding u for quite a long time...

project

At last, I have my opportunity to do my own project. To become a chairman is easy, but to be the best and make your project smooth and excellent; it’s really not an easy job. I think back, did I make wrong decision by accepting the offer at first? I’m not a good leader, a lot of weakness, and my temper and emotion always control me. Can I really do it? I doubt, I wandering, but I didn’t reject it. “YET” it’s really a good opportunity, not only involving my course members, but also big company such as Shell. It is something interesting and fun, I’m actually looking forward to it, but at the same times worries conquer my mind…
-.- O God, help me….and guide me…
01:29, 5/8/09

STRESS

Feeling stress,
Carrying big responsibilities.
I’m worry, I worry that the responsibilities I carry now will influence my study and exam result just like last time. When this feeling occur, I suddenly remember my friends. Friends that always with me.
Who always support me and help me a lot.
When I’m out for duty/ meeting, they always help me take note, and remind me when to pass up my homework or inform me the test.
Now, I’m alone in this journey. I have to do it all by myself. Can I really do it? Can I beer? Can I handle it with patient? Am I strong enough to go through?
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00:32, 29/7/09

headache

Headache…..
Really feeling tired, stress, and tension.
A lot of things to be done this semester, proposal, paper work, lab report, study,
A lot until I realize that I kind of “forgotten” my spiritual life. My spiritual life that lead me the way. The Light that provides me the strength to go on, I forget to ask strength from Him, and I forget to thank Him for everyday He had prepared for me. O God, forgive me.
My paper work and proposal not yet start doing, still waiting the complete details. Save me from this tension……