where??

which university??
3 more weeks to go.....
haiz.... so long we have to wait for the result to out.
Everyone ask me: what you are doing now? Studying?
1st choices? 2nd? cheh... and i have to repeate everytime "next month only I know!!!"
hope can get in la...
God Bless

update = an act of caring

It's been almost half year I didn't go to school. I miss school and I miss all of my friends so much. It's a place where we all meet and share what we have. I know that after graduated, all of us will have our own way and direction. Form 6 is not easy, it is challenging and a burden to mostly of us. I believe No matter what happen I will still remember the sweet memories, and experience that we all share being together. I also believe, after leaving school we should still have to contact with each other to allow us to "updated". This is because time is short, it pass so fast and anything can happen we never knows..... When we are busy, don't let it be our excusess to stop contact with each others. Anything can happen, and recently a friend of mine are affected by denggi cases. She is ill and luckily she gets better. It might be a lesson to me, that remind me appreciate people around us and taking good care of them.

Choosing or waiting the door to open?

Even though, I have decided what I want to be in future, but still almost everyday people around me and sometimes even myself will keep on questioning myself. "Is it what I want?" "Can I do it?" For the past few months I notice that I'm not really a good 'team member'. I'm a person who prefer to work alone. Sometimes I wandering, in my current work, is it to prepare me to my dream? Or a challenge for me? Or it just a long training that tell me to change my direction and move to other place? At this point, I'm confused. I don't know how to set my mind to move on and don't think too much. I just don't know what to do anymore. At this moment, I don't want to give up. I want to continue the journey I've taken. But i still not "steady" yet. Tonight, I sit in church and ask, what i should do. What i can do to convince myself to continue? I ask for strength and I ask for guidance. Now I'm waiting and hoping door will be open for me, which door will be open i don't know. Only God knows and He will decide it. I'm Hoping door will be open for me, and i will freely accepted and enter through it.