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过去几个月到沙巴时，很难抽出时间看报纸，好好的休息，
感觉和这个世界几乎分开似。
沙巴的生活瞒简单，在这里我发现那里的人很注重礼貌。
每个人都爱用“谢谢”这两个字，
到了这里我学会放慢脚步感受大自然的美景，
一大早的新鲜空气是我的最爱。
在那里生活期间当然不能免的事也发生了。
身边的人发生了很多事。。。有些失去联络了，
失去以前的温软，以前的回忆我也开始忘了。
有些差点在车祸上赔上了生命。
想到这些，我的心真的很难受，
很伤心因为在他们需要我的时候我不在他们身边陪伴他们给于他们支持。
生命，是很短的，
说到生命大家都会想到钱，幸福，欢乐等。
今天就谈“金钱”。
有些人因为金钱，生活改变了；
有些人因为生命的改变，懂得金钱的重要性。
我以前总认为钱并非那么重要，因为它买不到快乐，
直到有一天朋友告诉我钱很重要。
她说毕业后一定要努力工作要赚很多钱，我问她：“钱有那么重要吗？”
她说有。
她说小时候哥哥不爱读书辜负了爸爸，
原本拿到奖学金但是拒绝了因为不喜欢，后来哥哥选了自己要的课程，
读了没多久写信回家告诉爸爸自己几个星期没上学了，最后停学了。
父亲当时很生气可是还是原谅了儿子。后来找了一个课程给孩子在学院读，
终于过关毕业如今做工了。
弟弟也不爱读书，家里几乎只有她踏入本地大学。
她告诉我，父亲去世后有一天看到妈妈在房里所以走了进去。
母亲哭着告诉她，父亲曾经答应母亲退休后两人一起玩游世界，
从那天起她就开始觉得钱很重要，她要带母亲玩游世界实现父亲对母亲的承诺。
她的故事改变了我的想法，也许金钱不是那么重要，
不过它确实可以让我们带来很多的改变。
但是我们必须确保它不会改变我们。

1 month conclusion

hai ya..... it's been a long long time, I nearly forget I got a blog. -.-"
after taking 1 month holiday finally everything will be back to normal again.
1 month of sleeping, watching tv, resting and swim in laziness..
now all come to an end. I'm back to study in few days times.
The more time I 'spend' in sleeping, the more I feel tired and lazy.
But who cares? after few month struggle, not enough time of sleeping
and nice rest, I would said that I'm satisfy.
The best thing is that I finally have some times to be alone
AT LAST!
I just love to have some time being alone
for this holiday. I really need time to be alone,
oh, I do love it after spending the pass 5 months being with friends
almost all the time, until before i close my eyes....
Free at last...... Merdeka!
During this holiday, even though it's short for me
but I do realize something,
No mather what we do, time never wait for anyone.
when we stop, time still move on,
same things go with people around us.
For the pass few months, when i'm not at home a lot of things happen
accident and sickness visit my family member and love ones.
It is true that we should stop worrying and hands things to God.
besides of praying, and continue to comunicate, i really don't know what else i can do.
Time pass and we move on,
that's true. We move on,
but do remember those who loves us and our closed friend.
Share your life with them, make them feel a part of your life
and love them. God bless

i'm back

back to home.... home sweet home...
ar.. it's been almost 5 months i'm in Sabah..
and trust me, it is a beautiful place......
with full of a lot of race....
a lot of things here are REALLY expensive...
haih.... what can do.. oversea ma....
everything need airport tax.. this and that..
but overall everything is ok...
haha to long no blogging already..
starting to feel lazy ald...hehe