The day you left

8 weeks ago Bea and I have a short session.
It allows me to recall back,
and to let my childhood memory flows back once again.
Because of this,
now I know how much you mean to me.

I always thought that you and I have short time together,
I don’t know you well;
you are just someone that’s in my childhood memory.
I was wrong.

Thanks to Bea that now I realized that how much you mean to me,
how wonderful it is when you are at my side.
You are my comforter;
who conform me when I have nightmare.
You are my provider;
who provides everything I need.
You are my teacher;
who checked my homework and give me spelling test.
Every move, every steps of mine;
you always walk with me.
When you left,
everything is taken away from me.
I’m lifted with nothing and I’m forced to be independent.
That is how I was.

Now when I close my eyes and reflect,
I saw what happen that day, the day you left.
You are prepared, and you knew you have to go.
At the same time, you prepared and you left me a gift - Jesus.
So that wherever I go, whatever I do I’m not alone.

The reflection does hurt, but that is when healing begins....
I will constantly remind myself that
I have someone to journey with me now,
a Beautiful Saviour.

How Wonderful
How Beautiful
Jesus your name
Name above every name

I need ~ Prayer

A Prayer that I need, after a bad dream
when i sleep this morning.

Now, Master, you let your servant go in peace.
You have fulfilled your promise.
My own eyes have seen your salvation,
which you have prepared in the sight of all peoples.
A light to bring the Gentiles from darkness;
the glory of your people Israel.

Glory be to the Father and to the Son and to the Holy Spirit,
as it was in the beginning, is now, and ever shall be,
world without end.
Amen.

Source :http://www.universalis.com/20101105/compline.htm

study week ----> days

It's study week, and i'm still dong my assignment.
One more presentation to go.
Though that it's a relax week cause passing assignment.
Who know's we got new asignment.. again... in study week
0.0 I guess i should be thankfull as well,
cause we are allow to do in english =)
save time for translation i guess?
Or more accurate copy, paste, edit?
well should be okay i guess.
seem that my study week only few days,
next wek also few days only..
Something is on in the middle of exam week.
One thing for sure, I can do it!
because Jesus will help me =)