sin x, cos x, tan x,........

A lot of exercise....

Math exercise..... chapter 8,

not finish yet, then now the latest...

then tuition, 2 chapter not yet finish...

I really don't know start from where

it just too many...

so stressful, cause i don't know how to

manage my time.

Why other people can do it i can't?

=.=''

i'm tired. So yesterday sleep early

around 11:30 pm.

For the past few days i sleep around 12/1 am.

to finish math exercise, but still can't.

It's like infinity....err....

yesterday too tired, untill when i'm typing

message i can fall asleep...haha...

then wake up 1 hour later and press 'send'

haha.....and my hand still holding the mobile phone

Luckily nothing happen to my phone.....

haha.....

......feeling much more better now.....

Stupid?

Sometimes,
I wander am I stupid or what.
I always do others people job...
And what the rest are doing?
sleeping! i guest.
It's so unfair when they trying to
push away their responsibilities...
and i think I'm too stupid to help them finish their work!
err.....
And when things go wrong, they just run away

y=vx ?? so blur.....

A tiring day,
Today when teacher is teaching math,
I feel that I can’t follow.
It’s hard and I didn’t understand.
I can’t concentrate anymore.
It’s so difficult…
Is not she is teaching too fast,
But I just can’t catch up…..
With all the abundant unfinished exercise
It’s huge like the Cameron highland mount.
Add with the tuition exercise……
Oh…..so many exercises…
I feeling like the math already
Divided into 3 parts =.=’’
OMG…..how to handle it?
Feeling like crying at this moment….

hot........

Today’s weather is quite hot.
Not only the weather, my mood also.
I’m so angry!
Err…….
During a ‘special mission’ today,
My friend and I have to miss our
Math class for it.
And trust me it’s not worth!
We are not happy because teacher is teaching
and all of us want to study.
But as usual, we have no choice….=.=’’
The angriest is that
We are doing it because of some stupid people
Don’t want to be in class!
Err!!!!
It’s so unfair!
If I can sue that person, I don’ mind….
And we have to wait, and waste our time
For around 10 minutes.
…….
As usual, that’s nothing we can do
to change it.

Miracle? Hope it will be soon......

Miracle?
I believe in miracle, but this time.....I'm not sure...
I'm feeling so confuse, and headache.
arrrr.......
Is it true? Or just my imagination?
I'm not sure, I have no idea at all......
I though our journey is simple,
but looks like I'm wrong.
Which is true? Which is false?
I'm not sure.
Sometimes when we though we have hope,
but it just seems so......... to be true.
This is the worse, i guest,
cause when we though we have hope,
but suddenly it just like we are dreaming !
I'm confuse, I'm not sure it will become true or not?
Trying to forget that that's no more hope
cause scared the deep we will fall in to........
Well.....
Just hope that's still hope and miracle.....

When There Was Me And You

It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here
But all I want is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
That Miracles could happen
'Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale
My dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star that's coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I Thought I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty

I'm only left with used-to-bee’s
And once upon a song
Now I know your not fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true

'Cause now even I can tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Because I liked the view
When there was me and you

I can't believe that I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind
Because I like the view
Thought you felt it to
When there was me and you

-from High School Musical
'When There Was Me And You'
Vanessa Ann Mudgens

Do we need reason in action?

Sometimes, we 'change' ourselves and we pretend
to make other happy.
When the both parties are in the bad mood,
we will always make the first move,
which is care about other first.
Smile, the first movement we ever done in
this situation.
We still have the strength to do it,
even we are also in the same condition.
Why?
Care & Love is the reason.
We tend to hide our problem, and put
it aside first. cause we know there is something
we need to do. We put other in priorities first.
Are we selfish? Because we care others more
than ourselves?
My answer : NO! To be great we need to sacrifice.
This is what i need to do, so I'm doing it.
The correct answer?
(We never think about it)
the important thing is that,
we make our friend and people around
us happy. That is the most important things. (I guest)

Let there be Love shared among us,
Let there be love in our eyes
May now your love sweep this nation
Cause us O Lord to arise
Give us a fresh understanding
O brotherly love that is real
Let there be love share among us
Let there be love.........

holiday....

Yeah...at last exam is over and holiday is coming...
tomorrow we are going to Cameron Highland....
yeah !!! Fun at last....

To continue or not?

What will you do when other people ask you
to change your mind on the decision
you already make long time ago?
Regarding to your own career and life?
Maybe they are right, they care for us but
do they understand our needs?
We never know what will happen in future.
If we turn back now, what will happen?
Will our decision lead to positive feedback?
or negative feedback?
Only God knows.....

God,
Grant me the courage to change the things
I can change,
the serenity to accept those
I cannot change,
and the wisdom to know the difference.
But God, grant me the courage not to give up
on what i think is right,
even though I think it is hopeless.

end.....

At last, the sport is end..
yeah......
my leg is pain, after walking around the field finding participants
for sport and helping teacher and of course my duty...
=.='' my leg is TIRED and weak.
but thank God for giving me strength to do it !

Yes! I did it !!

YES !!
At last i did it !
today is the dissect of the rat, even my hand is shaking.
But i finally did it!
YES !
Even the rat was dead before dissect, but I'm still scared.
I still not believe that i did it =)
using the knife to cut the flesh, then pull out the organ.
My classmate very excited. Until they bring camera to school
just to take some picture with the dead rat...=.=
And of course, i can't miss the opportunities also...haha..
Sorry la rat. We have to do it.
It's what we need to do, to pass our Biology.

A lesson for a cow

The time has finally come.
And the bad news is that i have gastric.
Today is the first time, =.=''
so painful! (oh man) the first...
A lot of people have pressure.. and it make them up sad,
including my best friend, pity.
Life as a students is not easy too if you want to know!
A lot of stress!
God bless Everyone of us..