doubt is good?

Sometimes I doubt, it might not be something bad;
cause it make my faith stronger,
because I choose to believe Him

honest

You said i'm not being honest,

yes. Maybe

But you never ask,

how can you "said" i'm hiding something from you?

At Last

At Last! Finish already......

at least can save some time...^^

have & deserve

When we look at what we want and then
compare it with what we have,
we will be unhappy.
When we think of what we deserve
rather than compare it with what we have,
we will be grateful to God,
because God's gifts for us are pure and undeserved.

blogging; a part of my life

I am so bored ~.~
ahhhhhhhh...................................
feel like crazy already,
so just read back my previous posts,
unbelievable, I've been writing blog for almost 3 1/2 years.
Blog had become my best friend;
no matter I'm angry, sad, happy,
blogging is a way for me to express.
In my life, i always keep quiet and seldom share my problem
and sometimes sadness to others.
It just seem hard to speak about it.
thanks to blog, i no longer feel lonely.
my friends can read it from here rather the i "tell" them
hehe. =)

I miss you so much!!

I miss You!!!

My dear... you never leave me...
for 3 years, you never leave me.
I'm sorry i didn't take good care of you.
you are sad, and sick already.
I'm sorry.
If i take good care of you, they will not attact you.
We have been go through together,
I bring you around, wherever I go.
Conference; Trip; field Work.
I never leave you behind.

ar!!
1 week... we seperate..
But now you are back!!!

I miss you,
Welcome back my little Toshiba ^^

Happy Mother’s day

[MOTHER] is not a name or a called.
Don’t forget she carried you for 10 months, and give birth to you!
No matter how hard, she never gives up her children.
Her sacrifice, no one can measure.
Don’t treat her as someone who always gives you trouble.
-Quote from fp

Sometimes people that we hope to be with us,
will not be physically exists around us.
But their soul will always be with us.
Your mom should be very proud to have a daughter (son) like you.
You will always be a special gift for her.
-Quote from Navin,

No human being is perfect, but every creation of God is beautiful.
Because we are create in the image of God.
Every mother is beautiful; not because of her appearance;
But because of her love, care, sacrifice that make her beautiful.

Happy Mother's Day!!!

Most expensive Lesson

Most expensive lesson-
quote from Suh (my superhero ^^)

I was late to woke up this morning.
I finish packing around 1:30am,
After I take a bath, I plan to sleep a while maybe 1 hour before my flight.
My flight is on 6am.

Oh NO!!! I woke up late!!!!
I woke up at 5am, my roommate wake me up.
“Sharon, bangun! Dah pukul 5!”
Gosh!! I’m late!

I phone Suh,
She said: You are late! Faster! I’m waiting down here!
I rush, took my luggage and bags rush to downstairs.
My roommate help me to carry my heavy bags. (thank you ira!)
Suh ask:” what time is your flight? 6am? OMG you are so late!”
Me: ”hah? ”

I’m so scared, I started to pray,

I ask God to help me. Ask Him to have mercy on me.
Jill is with us, accompany Suh.

Suh: "I don’t know if you can make it or not!

I think if you unable to catch the flight,

this is your most expensive lesson la!

Then the next time you will remember and wake up once the alarm rings”

It is true…….
Suh speed, while driving she said:"Pray Sharon! Pray!”
Yah that is what I do along the way to airport.
Thank God! Along the way, all traffic lights turn green.
It is like God had made a way for me.
Suh said:"Wah, Sharon, because of you I break record!

15 minutes to reach airport!”
Before we reach the entrance of departure in terminal 1,
Suh said:"Run, just run to the counter. We will take your bags.”

And so, once she stop I run to the counter and start pray again.
Jill and Suh take my bags to scan and bring it to counter for me.
Thank God!!! I checked in already. I’m safe!
Before I enter,

Jill said "God love you kan?”
Yah… He really love me. =) Thank God!

After reach in KL, I message Jill and Suh to inform them I reach already.
Jill said :"Funny when I think back!”
Yah, it’s true. Really funny when I think back…. Haha
How kelam kabut I am, how funny my expression.

You know, why my roommate will wake me up?
Suh actually phone her, and ask her to wake me up!!
Haha…. Really funny!!

Then the junior in my room, Amy message me
"Thought you want to stay with me again tonight, too love hostel? haha”
hmm…. I guess everyone in my room know what happen la?
So I asked her “you know the story?”
“yah, Ira told us, and we all laugh!!”

T.T So embarrassing!!

*2 important lesson from Suh:

1 Don't take morning Flight.

She said"If I know where is your room,

I think I already run up there and kick you up!!"

0.o

2 Wake up when your alarm rings!!!

(When i check back my phone; the alarm.

I think i tidak sempat set my alarm that day,

that's why.....=.='')

Mesilau, Ranau

Mesilau, Ranau.
Yap! My Area. =)
As you can see, I can enjoy my field work with Mount Kinabalu.

I’m really lucky, Thank God!!
I was late actually;
I went to School and almost all of my course mates reach already.
I was wandering; can I get what I want?

I saw my friend N, She look at me and smile said:
“Sharon, your name is written”
Really, Prof already write?
I rush to his office and have a look on the board.
Haha… Really… my name is actually printed!
Thank God! Praise Him!!

My title chosen by Prof, with the blessing of God!
Geochemistry of igneous weathered rock in Mesilau, Ranau

picture fromhttp://www.flickr.com/photos/sam4605/3541222631/

update

hmm.. at last updated my blog..
how i update??
post what i write in blog...
usually i write in M.Word before i post it on my blog..'
well posted few this morning.
hardly to believe that got people write blog in this way?
Well i am the one.

I feel it....

I feel what you feel
I fell you sadness, I feel your pain.

I enter your room this morning,
Looking into your eyes,
I want to speak to you;
I want to ask you to be patient, be strong.

But nothing come out from my mouth.

A lot of words, I swallow.

I don’t know what words I can use to comfort you
I think silent and prayer is what I can do.

I’m sorry for your loss.

Tears from my eyes, is your sadness.
Pain in my heart, is your suffering.
I feel what you feel, I know you suffer.
It really hurts, your heart broken, your loss; I understand.

May peace rest upon them.
May God strengthen your heart and your family.