New job

I feel tired, I want to get some sleep to make sure I'm not late to my work place tomorrow morning. Yes, my second job this year after working in clinic for the past 3 and a half month. I still remember when my best friend S.H ask me if I can replace the teacher who gone to holiday for about 2 weeks. I'm so exited and I quickly reply her "YES". I feel like it is a call, well since I have no plan so....why not? It definitely will be a good experience. But then no, I feel so scare and nervous. I'm too scare and worry is hunting me, it's hard for me to close my eyes. I still remember my *new bos told me that:"don't worry, I know you can do it. I don't know why but somehow I knew you will." OMG !! So stress when heard that sentence. It's not the first time I heard the sentence. It fill like I'm climbing the mount Kota Kinabalu with a bag of rocks in my back. "The more expectation, the bigger the disappointment" don't know I will use this sentences or not at the end. (hehe) Teaching is not my expert since I'm not patient enough to teach the weak, moreover I've to deal with children (monsters). I don't know I'm the one who 'eat' them or they 'eat' me. Haha.... It's a big responsibility if you are dealing with children, as their mind are so 'pure' and 'clean' not forget to mention unique. It's hard to tell what a child is thinking compare to an adult. But dealing with them is fun, because they will not harm you or even hurt you. I take this job as a challenge for me, I believe I will try my best and do the best I can. God bless.