patient

Tomorrow i'll get my result, but at this moment i'm not thinking about it. My mood is a bit down and i can not do anything, because it is out of my control. I realise that many things had changed, and a lot will change. This including people and things around you. It might be good or bad, for some is a starting, but for me...it's still something new. My mood not so good, disappointed i guess in my work. i always scared that i can not do the best, i scared that i'm not good enough. Being good enough might not meaning something good. But for me it's important, at this moment i'm feeling like crying, but i can't. Haiz, growing up meaning we need to beer, and no more showing temper when angry or cry as lough as you want when you are sad. so... patient is the answer...