It's Lent again

It's had been more that 2 months I stop blogging.
I'm quite busy with works, and really feel tired.
Tired of getting complains,
tired of the things which is unorganized,
where things are out of control,
tired of the human behavious and the problems that comes along the way.
I guess in all the situations, the feelings I have
I need to VOICE it out!
Well thanks to my friend Stephanie,
I'm starting to write again
(since someone is reading my blog! =) )

Somehow, untill this point of my life,
I still believe that i'm called to be here where I've worked.

To learn to be patient;
To learn how to talk and manage;
To learn to have courage;
To learn how to be confident;
To learn how to not let my compassion
be my weakness, but my strength.
To learn to stand for truth and just
even though there's reason for mistake.
To be still in the storm;
To sing praise in the trials
To have faith in God, no matter what.

My favourite day is still Sunday,
cause I can go to church!
I can be just me.
I don't have to pretend to be strong;
I don't have to be stright
infront my staff and my colleage.
I can just be me, be kind, be good listener
and always smile and have fun whole day!
Thank God for that opportunity!

It seem to have 2 life and two personality,
but then again I need to count the blessing I have,
and to appreciate the unexpecting joys I have.
To see the good in all the trials I have.

God, in this Lent
give me the serenity to accept things I cannot change;
give me the courage to forgive;
strengthen me in this journey
as I experience what you have experienced before;
continue to inspire and bless me
so that I may be blessing to others. Amen