?? I'm lost

I feel so tired, tired of arranging the sport stuff. =.=
After today's AJK meeting, i feel like the time is 'stop' for a while
and I'm lost in the middle of desert.
I don't know what to do anymore, I'm not sure where to start,
where to go or when to do it....I already lost, and so blur ~.~
Suddenly i just feeling like going to give up and
'through' away all that stuff that make me crazy.
My heart is telling me to give up, don't care about it.
But my mind..it's not like that.
'BE STRONG' my mind is telling me that.
"You are the leader, whatever you do, it will influence others...'
Thank also to my friend who always remind me 48 hours to go,
just be patient and bear.
BEAR !!!!!