Consious

Have you ever think back after you make a decision?
I did
Well, sometimes you will question yourself: why I make this decision at first? If I think back I feel that I make the wrong decision. OR it seems that you already forget why you make the decision at first.
Few days ago, I’ve been thinking, wandering, and questioning myself: did I make a wrong decision? Then I remember someone told me that “Now” is more important than “Pass” and “Future”. This three word created by conscious. Well conscious allow you to realize that you are thinking for these three situations. When you are making decision, what’s important is NOW. ‘Future’ is important but no one knows what will happen in “future”. “Pass” was not so important, because what had happen was a pass. Conscious allow you to forgive, since it already “pass”,
conscious allow you to aware, since “future” is coming,
and conscious allow you enjoy, since “now” is this moment that only occur once in a lifetime.
So don’t feel guilty or sorry after making decisions, the feelings and conscious of needs that occur that time were the elements that actually influence your decision. Whatever happens, I still believe God is there, for every bad thing that happens it will bring goodness or meaning. You will not know if you do not choose to believe that god is there, He did it for you, not to harm you but to give you blessings.