empty

I lost many things.......

Things happen and people seems to forget about it,

but it Will always remain in my mind.

The movement, the words, the smile, the pain...

They just can be view as memories....from now onwards.

These are the things that will be in our heart...

Forever -i guess

I have nothing,

I only have 'what i have now'

I loss,

loss in many things,

my life,

life as a student, a friend.
I failed to perform the best, and give the best.

'half of me is missing'

not like i used to be.

Everything is loss, no replacement....

it's so empty, studying without reason,

doing things without knowing the meaning....

emptiness.... get nothing,

learn nothing....

do nothing........

Smile, the positive thinking, Cheerful,
and Confident just seems to be 'missing'
the girl who have the 'joyful' life just....
disappear suddenly.

I really hope that i will get them back.

Life will not be perfect without them.......

and certainly, wouldn't enjoy the journey in life

without them......

hopefully, after tonight's rain....

the next morning, rainbow will came.....

and brings new hope ....

not only to me....

but the whole world........